I would always

I would always dream of adventure, I would always dream of escape. I would always wish that people could apologize for their mistake.

I would always search for answers to my agony and pain. I would always search for reasons why I would always get the blame.

I would always reflect upon the times of hardships and strife. I would always reflect upon the times I felt you were missing in my life.

I would always find that when I asked you to show me that you were there. I would always find that you found a way to show me that you care.

I'm in awe of your sacrifice, I'm in awe of your name, that you would come and suffer so we didnt have to feel shame.
I always find that you bring comfort to those in need. I always find that you give power to all those you lead.

I always know your purpose is to great for me to understand. I always know my life is in the strongest hand.

Sometimes we go through challenges to develop perserverance. Sometimes we feel pain to help others who are going through the same pain. Sometimes our faith is tested but the rewards will overflow into our lives if we remain faithful. Everyone calls out to God when they are discouraged and broken. I do not regret at one moment any of the trials and hardships in my life.

God has shown me so many times how he can work through my sufferings to help others. Not only does he make me stronger, (for it is in those times that we often call out to God the most), he also helps me to relate and share his truth with others who have gone through the same things. And the best thing is..he never leaves me when I am going through them.

As far as the many difficult things I will face in the many years ahead of me in this journey called life, I will embrace them. I believe with all my heart that everything happens for a reason and although I cannot even come close to comprehending the whys, I know they each fit into Gods bigger picture.

SO BRING IT ON!

James 1:12 Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

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